My Confession : I got caught masturbating

Dear STAR, back when I was 18 years old, I was still a virgin. The reason for this is that I was born with a disability in both legs and didn't get around much.

Furthermore, no girl wanted a crippled man.

With these thoughts in my mind, I did not see the use of bathing or brushing my teeth so I was always untidy.

Anyway, I stayed at a home for disabled kids like myself. Being a man of my age, the thought of sex always crossed my mind so I would watch porn and afterwards masturbate in order to relieve myself.

The home that I stayed would send us off for summer holiday, so one summer I went home to stay with my family.

Apart from my mother I didn't like them very much because they said that I was ''wuklis'' and a ''board man'', so I made up stories that I was a ''gyallis''.

Once you start masturbating you get addicted and it's hard to stop and furthermore I had no intention of stopping because it made me feel good.

So obviously I did it at home but I had no idea that they were suspecting me.

One day I could not resist the urge so I took my magazine and went to the back yard.

As soon as I finished and turned around I was in shock as I saw them all looking at me and laughing and saying, “Board man a back him fist!” 

Mi say, if the earth could a open up and tek mi in I would have felt better because me did shame! I begged them and they agreed just to keep it between us as a secret.